Thanks for trying. Now we both know that we were not meant to, not supposed to be together. You and I will never be "us" from now on. Even if I realize that, I can't stop myself to not to feel bad about your leaving. Yes, I'll call you when I get drunk and I'll ask you all the questions that I know sth about the answers. But I just wanna be sure. I just wanna be sure about that you replace her with me, that you told me all the words you couldn't say her and kiss me instead of her.