Moving on after an ending can be so difficult. It's one of the hardest things we go through Sometimes closure looks differently than we imagine it. Sometimes we don't get all of the answers. Sudden loss is the worst.
"There is a beautiful thing inside you that is thousands of years old . too old to be captured in poems, too old to be loved by everyone, but loved so very deeply by a chosen few." ~ Nikita Gill (Old souls)