Ya the one who is 98, 108, then 100 lbs vs. the girls who are 135, 147, and 152 the anorexic is always the fat girl. And I'm always her. I'm not 150 I'm 100 but they think its all a lid but its a cry. A cry that goes unnoticed, uncared for and with that one and only cry unheard I let myself slowly die.