I think I've lost myself along the way. I look back at old pictures I've scrapbooked and I see a hopeful person, excited in those moments of life and for where I was headed, and I realize that now I'm just an empty shell with no hopes.
If you just finally make that decision to divorce, I promise (& I don't promise!) it will get better. Why be married if you don't want to and are constantly lying and cheating on your wife? Just do it dude.
When the dust settles And you can finally look in the mirror At the woman Who survived through it all Through the failures Through the flaws You'll realize That even as fragile as you are, You're still unbreakable.