God is there for you. Sometimes you think he's not, but you have to know he is. Things change and there are times where you don't want that to happen but have faith and trust that God will help you out.
God has perfect timing for everything! When you are both are ready God will bring that person into your life. God will give you a far better love story than you would ever dream of. Be patient and wait upon. The Lord.
"Lord, if it's not your will, let it slip through my grasp and give me the peace not to worry about it anymore." - however, if something is going to slip through your grasp it may require actively opening your hands