Meredith (talking to Izzie): I did not try to drown myself in the bathtub. Izzie: Hey, I ate everything out of the fridge last night, everything -- including a tub of butter. There's no judgement here. Meredith: You ever feel like you were disappearing? Izzie: All the time. Meredith: Why can't I just be that happily ever after person? Why can't I believe in that? Izzie: I don't know what I believe in anymore.