Read my book Trinity Sisters - Dirty business! It deals with abuse, drugs, trafficking, war, love, and zen.
The divided mind is always at war. On a deep psychological level, we are at war with ourselves because our minds are divided in Ego and Shadow (consciousness and unconsciousness). But everything that is unconscious is projected onto someone. This is basically the only way the universe can show us ourselves in order for us to get to know our unconsciousness and grow into healing!
I owe my life to Snyper and Goldie. After a Chinook crash in Afghanistan, I was the only survivor and I tried to keep myself alive for days around the wreck while burying my dead friends. My brain was totally clear from the adrenalin rush when the heli crashed and I thought This is the end, but I still expected some kind of more irrational reaction or break down at some point. Luckily that wasn’t now. The adrenaline kept it away.
Trafficking is the fastest growing business in the world! Thousands of women and children are kidnapped every year and trafficked to other countries where they are sold as sex slaves, child labor or their organs are cut out and sold on the black market. You can only sell drugs once, but a woman can be sold 10 times every day! There are people in almost every government who protect this traffic.